Wednesday, January 28, 2009

I Hate Food

I do, What a bother, isn't it? I mean, if you eat too little you starve to death. If you eat too much you get fat and all sorts of other health problems with it. And there's the right kinds of food and wrong. How much of our time to we spend thinking about what to cook, shopping for food, preparing it, serving it, eating it and cleaning up after it.

And then there's the lovely complication of allergies and intolerances and diseases that some get to deal with, along with everything else.
So ya, we still don't know what's wrong with Luke. Until further notice I am off milk, nuts (already a habit) eggs, soy and beef. I have scheduled an appt with another allergist next week, and hope that he can help. They told me that they don't usually test babies before 6 months old, though. So, we'll see what he says. I am keeping a food diary to see if it may help as well.
I'm over the shock and initial frustration of feeling out of sorts and like I'm being deprived of everything good in life. It could always be worse. For many it truly is. Much worse.

And for all of you saying that you could never do this, you could. And would. It's really not that bad. For example, breakfast for me is typically either toast, grapefruit and turkey bacon or oatmeal (I only like it with water) and grapefruit. All safe foods. And lunch is usually either a turkey sandwich or salad and an orange or another fruit. And when I'm extra hungry some chips and salsa too. So see, not a big deal. Then some tacos, homemade cheeseless pizza (I swear it's fantastic), or chicken, potaotes and veggies. Again, all safe and basic.

When I feel like it's too much I look at my sweet baby and see him smile and remember that just last night he was waking up every 2 hours in pain and hurts during the day too. I'm not the only tired one around here. And he's so helpless. And so sweet through it all. And I can call my sisters who know exactly how I feel, and say chin up.

And this too shall pass. Good news: Easton has been given the 2 thumbs up from the allergist and he's eating everything everyone else does. Well, he can. Chooses not to, but he can. Except pizza. He loves pizza. With cheese!

9 comments:

Terri said...

Yep I am feeling your pain. I had to cut out sugar. I passed my 3 hour glucose test but by the skin of my teeth. So no more refined sugar. So hard when everyone else is eating chocolate and cookies and cake around here. What most pregnant women crave. I have done very good though and I just eat fruit and that helps with my cravings. I know you are a strong person and can keep this up. I also hope they find out what is going on. Good luck!

katie said...

Your a great Mom, sure we could all do it but, maybe not with such a good attitude and a smile. I agree food takes up to much of my time as well. I hope the allergist can help.

Anonymous said...

You are such a good mom for sacrificing the foods you enjoy to nurse your baby.

Karen said...

It's a tough transition, but you can do it! I have known kids that just smell peanut butter and they need an epi pen . . . you are right, it could be worse. But having a happy- and sleeping - baby makes it worthwhile!

gay said...

I hope the alagerist can help too. Luke is such a pleasant baby it huts to hear he is in pain. I know! He needs his grandma! Right?

The Lees said...

I'm with you, food is overrated sometimes. Especially with all the allergies we deal with.

Harris Family said...

I agree with Melissa. You are a great Mom for sacrificing all of that for your baby. This nursing stuff is a lot tougher than you think! I am happy that you have been able to figure out the problems so Luke can be happy. He is lucky to have you for a mom.

Cherish said...

wow, I hope Easton does good on all the "normal" food too.
I think he will start to really like things like ice cream :)
poor luke, and poor you , that is tough, but you have a great attitude and support!

Cherish said...

oh yeah, and i agree, I hate food, we spen way too much time on it! I wish we could just eat one thing a day and feel content and healthy. :)